I would have to be very blessed to get to this age without losing someone I loved. And I'm not that lucky.

I understand the desire to see a loved one again. To be sure that they know you love them. I haven't yet had someone come back... unless you count when Diana was lost in space, and everyone thought she was dead.

In any case, you misunderstand me. Why must it be you who fixes this situation? Why not, for example, the father that you share with Jason?